I can’t even be mad anymore after Swansea away I don’t feel sorry for myself I can just shrug it off with mi dad we’ve been going long enough to deal with it we’ve been here there and everywhere before. What’s really upsetting me is I got my kids into this did I give them a choice? Not really they were born to be owls and that’s it. I can go to work with pigs and other local fans and take them laughing at me and I can just say how bad it is etc etc
My kids are now learning to deal with it but it’s hard it’s breaking my heart to see my daughter getting snap after snap mates just laughing at us taking the piss. All I can do is give her a big hug and tell her it won’t always be like this it gets better we support them always and fuck the rest.
We left early tonight 80 minutes and she turned to me and said “Dad you said we never leave early we stay till the end” That’s broken me tonight I can’t explain it to her I can’t make it better I just had to leave. Didn’t want to get caught up in any protest shite at back of south stand just wanted to get away.
I don’t know where we go from here today I can’t reason how bad it is I can’t say it will get better I can’t explain how every team seems to be playing with an extra man in midfield against us and I still put a fiver on us to win 2-1.
Im upset I’m frustrated and I’ve lost the one thing that I look forward to doing for the passion the laughs the hope the excitement. All gone.
Sorry for the heart pouring but I’m trying to put it into perspective but I’m done.
Take care everyone and look after yersens.
and I haven’t even had a drink tonight
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